2022 has been a complete and utter disaster. Normally, one would come up with some resolutions or reflect on the past around now, but I’m fried. That’s to be expected, having gone through five different mailing addresses and tons of health issues, just to end up in a stable enough position where it feels like all I can do is wait for the other shoe to drop, whatever that may mean.
But! That’s all in the past now. Tonight is a mental reset. Tomorrow is a new year, I know what I need to do, what I can do to get my life truly started. It’s going to be hard, I don’t know how many more job applications I will have to submit, how long it will take to get the money to move out, find a place, physically drive across the country, and finally get settled, but it will happen eventually.
This year I have one goal, to leave New York for good, and that will happen.